I've moved back and we are going to counseling weekly. I have to say it wipes me out. Today I have felt totally wasted. Nothing left to give. I feel hollow, like the breath has been knocked out of me. I am reading an interesting book "Your Sexually Addicted Spouse" by Barbara Steffens and Marsha Means. It describes how I am feeling lately as post traumatic stress.
I'm driving today and I hear a new song on the radio that really spoke to me today. The Hurt & The Healer by MercyMe. I love this song. It reminded me that I have my Saviors love. I needed that today.
